Your Eyes on Me

I can feel your eyes on me
Even from such great distance
Closely watching my dull existence
As I dress and undress
As I bathe and soothe myself
You wonder, as I ponder,
If I'm thinking of you this moment
And what my thoughts of you might be

I can feel your eyes on me
Wishing my hand was your hand
Wishing your hand was your mouth
wishing your mouth was your sword
And that you could slay the dragon
The one that torments me day in and day out
Relentlessly disquieting my slumber
As it's fire burns and bites at my tenderness

I can feel you watching me
Relieving your own anguish
of which I am seldom privy to
Such bittersweet agony
Yearning greatly for my touch
All the while you hide
and stealth away from the prying eye
There you dance with me and I
caress you so tenderly
Hoping you fall for me each time
that I gently kiss your lips

You may watch me if you desire  
But I implore, don't see me
Don't witness my shortcomings
For there are many, but
Coincidentally in the dark
You can't see my imperfections
Close your eyes and imagine me
As I want you to
As I wish to be
So perfectly flawed as to be endearing
Seemingly innocent with a hint of leery
Loving deviant, sensual freak
Velvet touch and iron fist
Kitten charms and
Lioness prowl
Can you feel my eyes on you?